A kind of a "dangerous supplement", marked, scarred on a body, post-orgasmically, always, already in anticipation of (a) crisis OR for a desert avec 'agape'. Mindb(l)ogg(l)ing Noise. "Avalanche, would you share my last pursuit?" (Baudelaire)

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

xaire-tai(?)

trito? sto trito proswpo kalw(!) na graftei:
("kalw" opws leme: "na pamen, kalw!" h to "kalw" to rhma?: "kalw ton Ko Eukleidh na ertei sto edrano",aspoume, pantws to "kalw" to rhma, fkainei pou to kallos[=omorfia], diooti sumfwna me tis arxaioellhnikes paradoseis, otan apeu8unesai SUN-EIDHTA se kapoion, xrhsimopoiwntas to onoma tou, kai sth sunexeia o allos apanthsei me suneidhtothta, ths prakshs tou, epishs, tote auto einai KALLOS [twra ti sxesh exoun to kallos to arxaioellhniko, me ton kallo ths mesodaktulias akoma en ekatalava]-pantws to "kalw!" to kupriako "kalw!" annen me ton "kallo" pou eshei sxesh, h me to "kallos"[en je mia ekdoxh pou leei pws en pou to epirrhma "kalws"] eimai akoma ston dromo ana-zhthshs.)
sto "trito" kalw! lew ksana:
pou na hksere pws, enw htan mes sthn "aero(s)katastash"(aero-stato, to -stato pou to "status" to latiniko(lew egw) pou shmainei katastash) je epienne pshla, (giati telika o dromos mas mporei nan ka8etos- en h epi-strofh pou en epi-topou, gi auto je ama koitazeis enan a8rwpo pou kineitai sun-exei-a 8umizei sou omprella) na evrei, akou ti!: sunnefa na katsei panw!(kati san ta arkoudakia ths agaphs-gia 2h fora) enw en pou thn hlikia twn 8 pou an-oik(s)an, taxa, ta ma8kia me to zori otan, eksw pou to para-8uro(christo) tou aero-planou(h) en ishe sunnefa san maksilarou8kia, aspra, malaka toso, pou na mporouses ama eka8osoun na evouliazes(ji enna eka8otan an annian to para8uro na fkei-alla elean pws prwton, ta "para-8ura" tou aeroplanou enen para8ura je deuteron pws, enen ta sun-nefa tetoia pou na mporeis ama 8eleis na katseis, en udratmoi eipan mazemenoi(en j'epollo-katalave[pou to katalamvanw?] tote giati to mono pou eide htan o,ti en eide, ektos pou llih 8oloura)-tipote dhladh(christo), alla ena tipote pou htan ti(na katsei sta sunnefa???)-pote!(o tonos sto "e" parakalw). etsi upo-8etw, pws nai "ta para8ura mporei na htan pou panta oi skonismenes mas xares", h oi skotwmenes mas, estw. arxisa omws pou ta sunnefa, pou egureuke, poujina omws pou na mporeis na katseis panw, enikserw ti egureuke tote to krasi (h mallon kserw: egureuke!), ekamnan parea? enomizan, telos-pantwn ekame, lew, 1 vhma "mposta" je 4 "pisw"(enen analogia ta vhmata, en h meta-forikh anti-stixia), outws wste, molis dei ena(sunnefo) na mporei(afou ekame-NTO allwste polles fores-prova?) epitelous na arnh8ei("esfalmena?") je na nomizei pws kserei(h na kserei pws nomizei-mono) th swsth(h estw prepousa gia ka8e fora) xoro-grafia, na th anaparista me tetoio tropo pou, na kata-lhgei ksana sto NTO-re-mi. h ka ntoremi? oooi oi, jinh hksere na arneitai me xarh lekseis, xarin twn praksewn, oi na arneitai axara prakseis, xarin twn leksewn(san thn sunnefoula [mas]):
"sun-gnwmh" (-pou to "trito enikou"- [en uparxei, kserw, kanena dikaiwma se dia8esh]), alla en evlepe(pou na dei mesa sta sunnefa?-gi auto je eipe "enna xa8w"), alh8eia, ishe to vlemma rhmagmeno(kai skoteiniase), opws en evlepe, omws, oute to allo "trito enikou"(pou apanthse "xa8ou.."[me glukhtata deleastiko ufos])-htan olofanero, prin kan milisei(to aallo "trito enikou") afou (to allo "trito enikou") "AOU, aou aou aou" eipe, molis arxise na akouetai to "..iisws na ksanar8eis, otan 8a xw pia- otan 8a xw pia xa8eii.." ("aou" eskefthke je h sunnefoulla[!], mono pou en to eipe). je jino to "aou" htan olofanera to "a-ll-ou" (giati to [na eisai] "allou" en panta "aou"["ponw"]- ap-aloifh ta 2 "l" je eto!). e "a-ll-ou" h sunnefoulla(ivra ths je onoma) "a-ll-ou" je to allo "trito enikou" , me rhmagmena vlemmata, pou allh omws gh. par-ontes dhladh ap-ontes. foitsiariko ENNEN?-"(en en)" en eks-exase(mallon eks-exa[s]th{i}ke h sunnefoulla-, alla suntoma e8umh8hke) pws eipe oti en 8elei allh gh, gia na men ertoun mazi oute ta kumata(dakru-wn?), oute tou our-ano-u ta sunnefa(h sunnefoulla en 8elei sunnefa?) pou vrexoun(aaa..! to rhma ths vroxhs-to "vrexw"), gia na men vraxei, oi na men vraxei ksana, en ta paei polla kala me ton hlio, 3ereis, mporei potte na men (thn) ksanastegnwsei, je meta? meta pou na kouvala jines oulles tes stagones?-eshei etsi ji alliws to xreos pou panta(alla se poion?)-je "prepei"(?), leei, na minei a-molu-NTO, alliws ek-musth-reuthke mou, enna thn kunhghsoun pou ton ourano(twra kapoios mou leei en pou th gh- pou to "NTO-re-mi", an 8eleis pe to "para-mu8i", "xrusa mallia", "xwris mallia", an 8eleis pe to..."tipote", je enw htan jiame, mprosta pou (akoma ena, 'h) to sunnefo, ekleise to para8uro, to mono an-oik(t)o, gia na men mporei to xeeri ths n'aplwsei, ti na piasei? "udratmous"? je "UPOXREWSAN ME NA TO PISTEPSW! AKOUEIS ME?" akousa thn na fwnazei, alla en ths egnepsa giati, 3erw emporouse monh ths na dei oo,ti 8elei. eksallou "aurio fefkw, je o logariasmos?" eipe to allo "trito enikou" pou sunexeia epinne, alla h aero(s)katastash ishe hhdh teleiwsei.
"krima",
krima giati emporouse mes sto skotadi na feksei, xwris lekseis, xwris "mporw?dikaioumai?", me sunnefa je oooi udr-atmous, na feksei emporouse xwris logariasmous, xwris hlious je stagones, xwris krasi, nero je whisky, xwris omp-(t)relles, alla grammes, je na men piennei h sunnefoulla eis sto "nto-re-mi",alla sto "la-si-nto"(je ftaiei [?]pou:)
"eppese pou ta sunnefa" (h sunnefoulla!)
kai ksana "sun-gnwmh" mou- kai ths- kai tou-
alla parapanw "mou":
giati esugxhsa to "oneireuthka ki egw pws.." me to "arniemai"
-etsi arnh8hka
-ki etsi arnh8hke.
panta (s)to "trito enikou"

("Emena h 8esh mou einai to talanteuma, o 8espesios iliggos" eipe o Ritsos)
Kales peri-planhseis-

enantia
eee nantia!
enan "ti", a??

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