"eortis harin"

['Kyriaki giorti kai sholi, na 'tan i vdomada oli']

Ehontas pyrovolisei eafton sto podi, drapetevo apo to protero menos (horis touto na simainei pos eho diafygei ton kindyno, afou ontas drapetis, exakoloutho na dikyndinevo tin a-xafni parousia tou nomou, tin epanafora mou stin 'taxi'), ma anagkazome na prohoriso koutsos, "hindered in [my] step-by-step advance". "I can't go on.I will go on", apopeirasomenos mia peirateia, eno xopiso mou trehoune skylia, twra, edo, sto kryo, mia peirateia pou ta hromata tis ehoun idi ankoinothei, pou to pliroma tis, pano kato, ehei parousiastei stin gefyra, edo kai 'kei, pio kato en plo ton proigoumenon blog.
Koutsenontas to loipon, sto diko mou 'piano', thopeuontas [tin] filia + ta proigoumenos apahtenta "erotic hermeneutics", ton Tom Waits + ton Joyce, ton Elliot, ton Seferi kai ton Elyti (triandria pou skotonei!), to Asma Asmaton kai ton Barthes, fysika ton 'Dear old Benjamin', ton Kosti Papagiorgi kai ton "Phaedro" (toulahiston), twra, pou sylamvano ton eafto mou stin konghi tou trapeziou, stin akri / stin arki - arche tou deipnou, tou deipnou pou mehri tora ligourevomoun mono ta orektika tou, afinontas ta ygra tou na dia-refsoun, ypo-hreonome, (t)here, me mia anoikti epitagi, 'Self', en daneio, kai me ypo-thiki tin pio pano klironomia, ston logo peri(xxx) tis 'manias' (ekeino pou i alexandra periegrapse os 'ologymnoi'), tis voutias 'stis lexeis kai ta pragmata', menomenos kai (sta) dyo.

Ki amesos, 'plisioi', tou sit(d)e, tou (t)here, syn-klironomoi kai syn-genei, eho apokalypsei oti "oude ap' arhis all' apo teleutis ex yptias anapalin dianein epixeir[w] ton logon" (Plato,Phaedros), mi vleponta smprosta mou diladi, tyflos, here.

Pros to paron, kai os kleisimo tis ana-koinosis toutou tou en syneheias keimenou (kati metaxi sapoun-operas kai philosphikou dokimiou, me plithos of 'Appendix', ena molysmatiko spyri, ombion afto kath' eafton): "It is worth remembering that every discource is placed and the heart has its reasons." (Stuart Hall)

"(...)yes and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will Yes."
James Joyce, Ulysseus

Eis to epanei-dein.