A kind of a "dangerous supplement", marked, scarred on a body, post-orgasmically, always, already in anticipation of (a) crisis OR for a desert avec 'agape'. Mindb(l)ogg(l)ing Noise. "Avalanche, would you share my last pursuit?" (Baudelaire)

Thursday, July 22, 2004

I monaxia den einai kati pou atimwriti perifroneis*

Na kataloigw na sou grafw Pempti, ahari mera, tis Magdalinis tis Myroforou, entos tis akyrwsis tou hnwtou mou me ton athetimeno logo, afou prospathisa ta matia sou to vrady na gyrisw, Pempti mesimeri, kali wra, tis astohias kai tou perigelou mia vdomada kai enas minas, antilamvanwmenos tin timwria tou fantasmatos pou agnoisa, tou fantasmatos pou me monous syggeneis efera eis peras, agnwontas perifronitika tin mi yli, ohi tin aniliki aylotita, to aithrio mias allis, allwte vradias, kai enos Avgoustou pou stoiheiwnei to kormi mou, ma tin mi yli tis egefalikis logikotitas pou ntythika kai vgika exw, pou ntythika nyhta kai vgika, 'cause I want to see people and I want to see lights. Den enagalizetai -poso mallon angaliazetai- o hronos pou afierwmenos sou harisa, akoma kai se xena kormia, se xena mpoukalia, se nea matia kai nees syntrives (syllavista o Enaretos efere eis peras to glykoharama pou ton etrefe me tin frasi "Kathe mia mia nea efkairia, Kathe mia mia nea syntrivi", etsi hwris telies, ma m'arhes) afou ta panta afiknywntan sto ginwmeno ap' to fantasma pou twra plirwnw. Stin zesti tou Mai, Maybe, kai xereis esy poso latrevw tin antigrafi, tin logoklopi, akoma kai apo tin ekfora tis prwimis idonis tou keimenou, tin klopi diladi tis eaytistikis ekforas tou narkissismou mou, otan i melissa skarfalwnei to throumpi kai to thymari, isws ara, ekei, i ekfora itan to here, pou twra hreonome here, apo here eidiko mou, i prosdiorisi tou aimatos, i taytopoiesi tou diafragmatos kai tis mesis kai katw ap' to laimo anatomias.
Tha antistrafw kai me tis liges lexeis mou, ane thes, tha me vreis koukouli.
Den ehw alles gefseis na riskarw.

*Antreas Christophedis

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