A kind of a "dangerous supplement", marked, scarred on a body, post-orgasmically, always, already in anticipation of (a) crisis OR for a desert avec 'agape'. Mindb(l)ogg(l)ing Noise. "Avalanche, would you share my last pursuit?" (Baudelaire)

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

'Definitely an Elvis fan'

Noiwthw tin anagki here na apantisw sto (i) p.m. tis a.m. note pou parenthentika prospathise na afisei na eisvalei sto pein mou i avra tou skatharikou 'love'. Love, agape mou ma en ethkiavazes ta blog mas toson jairo? To skouloukouin ymwn, to skouloukouin pou xekina tin hionostivada - jai xereis to polla kala- den einai oute to all, oute to you, oute to need oute to love. Antithetws an theloume, kalo, lalei jai mia alli, na tentwsoume, lalei jai enas allos, ta glwssika simenwnta pou mas deinwnte, ta home jai ta coming mas diladi, stin pros-patheia na en-topisoume to anti-keimeno ousiastiko prepei na pame sto entry aghape kai ston stiho 90 tis Antigonis. Pou den einai telos ma arche, post-orgasmicaly, meta ta diladi tin syntrivi tou hwrohronou -ara me tin ekinisi / ektinaxi tis khoras- i opws to grafei o Sikelianos stin Anna (hwris na tis to pei) "Prin na idwthoume, o hronos eihe stin psyche mas nikithei. Prin na idwthoume, to diastima eihe nikithei." (Edw mpainei kai i parametros dektikotita stin klisi tou kallous pou kalei pera apo tin pro-vlimatiki poreia mas, dia-pernwntas tous porous mas ean einai anoihtoi, xapostelnwntas to all, to you, to need majai to (i)). To maoman -opws grafei i Sapho- einai to mental mastrubation -to opoio antitheta me ton Pound pou pisteve pws einai ena xodema, ena coming, einai alli mia arche- na min akyrwthei apo to ektwnotiko sex, ma opws akrivws lerwnoume ta mayala mas kai ta rouha mas me mpyres, whiskeya, melania, ihous jai eikones, na ximarizoume -i dynaton (to ideal ws deal pera apo to i diladi)- jai ta krevathkia mas, ta sherka jai ta sheili mas. Jai love, love is not enough - poso mallon all you need.
Dioti an itan mono me touto to love pou tha eprospathousame -synehizwntas na antigrafw, egw o laimargos logoklopos, apo to gramma tou Aggelou Sikelianou imerominias 15.4.1938- "na nikisoume ton kosmo" (i opws o Papagiwrgis yperoha fallokratika grafei 'den yparhei megalyteri apolafsi, megalyteri idoni apo to na aparniesai tous filous sou gia mia gynaika' - kai den nikas to koinwniko para mono me tin pragmatwsi tou prwsopikou, pou einai archika anti-keimeno) pws tha mporousame na zitoume epanadimiourgia tou hrwnou, na lygoun ta gonata mas kai na tremoume sta bar pou to kallos mas kallei, agkaliazwntas mas stis spasmwdikes selides kai stis seismografika omorfes kardies mas me vlemata filia lexeis kai agkalies? To ektopisma tou rigmatos -thamnou, faragiou, ammolofou i kafkalas- einai proion seismikis donisis. Kai ohi kounismatos - kai malista kwlou.
Gia ta tou kwlou yparhoun ta skatharia - oi kotsiropampouloi sta kypriaka.
Emas afise Thee, Fysi, Energeia na eautohrezomaste here e-potes tis erwn aghapes.

O filos mou o Paris shedon mia vdomada prin, meta apo poly gin, poly tonic, poly whiskey jai poly nero mou eipe sta katw katw skalopatia pws i monaxia, i aenai monaxia mas einai pou mas exoplizei me tin grafi. Pari mou, file mou file mou jai aderfe mou, isws. Isws na en touti i kosmiki kai koinwniki monaxia mas, pou mas kalliergei tin dipsa kai tin terpsi tou alkool, tin pamfaga kai sparagmatiki anagnwsi, tin methexi kai tin emetiki grafi pou mas prosehei, mas taizei mas ntynei, mas exoplizei kai mas thwrakizei. Ma isws na en touta oula ta pofagia jai ta popia tis monaxia, oula toyta mazi, ouloi mazi ki o erwtas, opws titloforei ena diigima tou o Skarimpas. Estw kai an e mahes argoun, duktywnontai, kalwdiwnontai, methoun mehri to deal, to final deal na ypo-graphe (empaine christo).

Kales pintes jai kouintes a.m @ this p.m. hour in Ir-e/a-land.

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