Κάτι χειρότερο από άνεργος...
...- αιωρούμενος. Όχι μόνο δεν έχω συγκεκριμένη δουλειά - δεν ξέρω ούτε σε ποιόν επαγγελματικό χώρο ανήκω.
Ποτέ δεν ήξερα. Παντού ένιωθα απ' έξω. Κι αν δεν το ένιωθα εγώ, φρόντιζαν οι εκάστοτε συνάδελφοι να το αισθανθώ. Ούτε οι διαφημιστές παλιότερα με αποδέχθηκαν, ούτε πιο πρόσφατα οι δημοσιογράφοι. Όσο για τους συγγραφείς...
Καμιά φορά ζηλεύω αυτούς που έχουν ένα πλαίσιο εργασίας. Υποχρεώσεις, ωράριο, ιεραρχία, συνδικαλισμό. (Δεν υπάρχει χειρότερος και σκληρότερος εργοδότης από τον εαυτό σου.)
Ανεργία. Όχι επειδή δεν βρίσκω δουλειά. Αλλά επειδή δεν ξέρω που να την ζητήσω.
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A kind of a "dangerous supplement", marked, scarred on a body, post-orgasmically, always, already in anticipation of (a) crisis OR for a desert avec 'agape'. Mindb(l)ogg(l)ing Noise. "Avalanche, would you share my last pursuit?" (Baudelaire)
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To asteio einai oti pia vriskomai stin apenanti ohthi - me hrono kai lefta (e, nai, peripou lefta - alla afto gi allou) na kanw afta pou thelw i tha ithela kai tsoup! kati paei strava (me makrosyrtes sineheies). Diladi kappoios mas afinei me 2 sheili kammena (kati hwris kappoio ginetai? den ginetai) Kai diervtoumai: re na paw ypallilos me orariakia kai symvaseis opws palia ki as eimai klotsoskoufi? Peftoun kai oi deiktes energias poli pio grigora otan douleveis me afetniko ton eafto sou, an mi ti allo.
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