A kind of a "dangerous supplement", marked, scarred on a body, post-orgasmically, always, already in anticipation of (a) crisis OR for a desert avec 'agape'. Mindb(l)ogg(l)ing Noise. "Avalanche, would you share my last pursuit?" (Baudelaire)

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Hreno Den Emeine




Epistrefei i diaygeia tou mpaniou. Anemises gia mia stigmi to bolero kai to vathy portokali sou mesofori kai oi gnwstoi kι oi filoi mas apofasizoun na monasoun. Exafanizwnte enallax mehri na hathei i efiveia twn trio. Ekei gnwrizei tous prwtous tou barman. Ena fili olo mouhla ki akyrwsi sta slow kai sto spiti i mahi me to aima sto trapezi. Lefko trapezi, oi mnimes. Sta perithwria tou hwrismou anakalypteis ton Pentziki. Diavasa olokliro to 'O Pethamenos kai i Anastasi' monoroufi, allazwntas mono dyo karekles, pinwntas koumantaria. Kai tis 'Simeiwseis Ekaton Imerwn' sto Londino. Ta mple gyalia sto fws. I epanalipsi twn stin Nea Yorki. Nwritera, athela mas antigrafoume ton diakosmiti tou Hajigiwrgaki Kornesiou. Kalorifer i moni politeleia. I heirapsia tou thymame, kathari, sapounismeni. Den eiha spasei pote to podi mou gia na paw me dyskolia sto spiti tis. Enas katiforos kai mia mikri aniforitsa. Oi prwtes tainies, opws kai ta pantelonia, mia seira tyhaiwn gegonotvn. Xehnas tou tonous. Imi-paranoma agapas pleon to tsimento. Rwssikos Brutalismos kai mikres polikatoikies tou '50. Dead formats. It's all part of the process, we all love falling down. Katourw tin nea hilietia ap' ta teihi kai i 'motora', 'mihani'. Anevikes ton allo Lykavito kai exw apo to bar ekeino pou hrronia meta tha kathontan, meta ton klonismo tis kouzinas mazi, aplws myrises to kafsaerio. Ti omorfo pou einai to kafsaerio, i hlwrini sto nero, i kafti asfaltos. Ta skoupidia tvn Oktwvri tou 2003, se mia poreia anapodi apo afti pou protimouses, konta stis patrikes fantasiwseis opws tha anakalypte meta, dipla ap' to stadio. Apistefta apleto alkool. Xana. Kai xana. Sto grasidi, opws kai sto Parisi se ekeino to roz dwmatio, i amfitalantevsi metaxy enos erwtikou parellthontos kai tou kokalirikou twra. Tote, pou akoma mporouses na metriseis tis kleidwseis tis lekanis sou, otan akoma eihe i lekani sou kleidwseis. Ena fyto, mia glastra kai mia polaroid me 6 dia 3 krystallina potiria. Anifwrizeis ti Soutsou, i tin Deinokratous. Plateia Elenas sto tilefwno dipla sto periptero, kathws perimenoun ta zesta koulourakia, i symvouli pou den akoloutheis. Apaisios dromos i Dorylaiou. Sti Lissavwna prospathise na epanatopothetisei ton eafto tou sto synollo. Eihe idi diavasei methysmenos to 'Au Revoir - Simeiwseis Sti Skia Mias Synantisis' kai to prwi ekeino to 'Peri Methis'. Dyskampsia synaisthismatwn i anagnwsi touti tis mihanikis stenografias. Ki omws poso kourazei i genika apodehti kodikopoiisi. Me tis kaltses ston Tagus emfanizetai i prwti efydrwsi. Oi pantremenoi filoi mas, pou erwtevwnte onomata ekeino to vrady itan ekei. Souvlakia ston Pezevegki to mesimeri, meta apo to spiti tou fonou, kai meta stin avli tis tritis epilogis gia tahydromiki diefthinsi. Gia kapoia tairia, kapoia aiwnia dyo mavrizoume tous agkwnes mas, vrady. Dexia sto katw meros tis platis to simadi apo ekeini tin akyrwsi, tin ptwsi tou kalokairiou pou arhise na exafanizetai to kentro. I went out to the hazelwood because a fire was in my head. Taxi se monimes katoikies. Sta ouzeri tis Viritou i anikanotita mou na agapisw se touti ti glwssa diekdikei tin fwni tis. Gia hari twn trisyllavwn lexewn. Ki etsi in proxy, oi Spetses twn dekaeteiwn prospatheiwn prosforas frontidas kai epivevaiwsis tis spasmwdikis parousias. Kai den exafanizetai. Ma den einai.

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