Tis alexandras (i apo-logia)

Dratome tis ev-kairias, tis hrisis pou mou dinetai dimosia apo kai mesa apo touto to blog, gnosto pia kai ws 'ombion' na apo-logitho gia to prosfatos dimiourgithen aisthima dysforias kai dysareskeias, opws mou eihe ekfrastei poxo pou to NT tou Londinou, mes to psofokryo me dyo antitypa tou Pinterikou "Homecoming" sta here-a!!! (ekdoseis Faber and Faber- ah! kai pios mporei na xehasei here i (t)here, akoma ki an den to ehei diavasmeno, to grafeio tou Kyriou T.S.Eliot [kai evriskome ara alexandra idi apologimenos me tin pio panw ortho-typia], tou grafeiou ston 4o orofo tou portokali ktiriou me tin mavri porta sto plai, konta ston thamno (tou), opws o kyrios kyrios G.Seferis to perigrafei sto 'Meres C', an den me gela i mnimi mou), dysforia kai dysareskeia proklithentes ek tis orthografikis mou 'ameleias' (i viasinis - pou gia touti den apologoume o kosmos na halasei, leei o lo'os!) kai a-vlepsias os pros ta posa 'l' pernei o Eliot [eis tin kypriakin: posa apithkia pernei o sakkos - eprepen na to eiha katalavei; o Eliot en' enas jai monadikos, en o A-U-T-H-O-R. Dehete pote o author na mirastei to onoma tou, diladi ton nomo tis dimosias yparxeos tou me kapoio i kati allo ektos apo to gamimeno to singularity tou - Akou re! ti eskeftoumoun otan egrafa Elliot, me dyo 'l' parakalw? Oti o T.S.Eliot tha emporousen na itan zefkarin, tha edehetoun ohi mono to paihnidi sta vouna, ta lagadia kai ta ev-kairiaka krevvatia monos i me alles/allous ma kai ton forto ergasias, to skorso -kai kata synepeia tin tyflotita, tin tyfli mania + to tyflo ktypima tou elkous, pou toso vasanise ma taftohronos toso ethrepse ton James Joyce gia paradeigma? Dame to paidakin irten pou tin Ameriki stas Evropes perkei anoixei jai jeinou to pnevman tou, perkei 'vrethei', s'antithesi me ton Joyce pou oi mono eperiplanithiken s'olokliri tin mitra kai ton kolpo tis glwssas kai tou logou (Italia, Elvetia, Gallia -jai oi mono pou ton enan agglosaxoniko topo ston allon!) ma otan ton erotisan giati den epistrefei sto douvlino, poli pou ton ediwxe kakin kakkos parepimptwntos, apantise, mesa apo ta hontra myopika mato-gyalia tou kai me to poua papigion tou -itan ws tote o Monsieur Joyce eis Parisious - "It would prevent me for writing about Dublin. And anyway, when did I left it?". Aste ton jiame ton Eliot, kamaroto kamaroto (i isos kamarwto- o tonos sto 'w' / dame I am privelaging the ear, christos, but just for the pun-, ypefthino tis kambinas tou monternistikou pioitikou idiwmatos), singular author in charge, me matia orthanoikta kai frourous (des:Seferi ma kai kati winter blues pou mas pianou wres wres) pollous.]

Apo-logoumenos to loipon eis tin alexandra - pou mallon twra peta anapoda pou ton Eliot - ana-fernw tin tharallea plevra tis pioisis tou kyriou T.S., diladi ta komatakia ekeina pou under a certain light (that being not Eliot's desk lamp) einai mikra epigramata/moto praxis mias smaragdeniozafeirenias zois. Opws to multi-anaferthen apo-spasma apo ta 'tessera tetarta-kia' (me oti alkool i allin idonin trava i psychi sa mesa):

"On the field of the battle.
Not fare well,
But fare forward, voyagers."

*s'antithesi me to, christo, to "perpetual solitude" sto opoio o Kaknavatos apanta tsahpinika, kai malista "In Perpetuum"

Ase pou kai ta notes tou do work against him, illustrating his lack of control as well as his methodological amalgam, etsi ase twra pou tha mas noiaxei to onoma tou. Kai i mnimi pou epistrafei siga siga meta apo "to megalo fagopoti" ihnografei mia tholi kai ypofotismeni sizitisi pano stin onomatopioia ton pioitwn, panw diladi ston nomo tis ousias tou ypo-grafwn to ponima (pros theou!oi emena, a!), me tin alexandra kai ton christo- prin shionoso to krasi sto hali.

Syn(e)hi[S]/Zoume; erotimatiko:

Etsi kleino, apo-logoumenos alexandra, perimenwntas nees agwges livelou, nees ites, nees syntrives, nea blog(s), nea paignia, nees mpoukales, nea tyria (mallon pio palia tyria), syn-e-hisimo, "ktl, ktl, ktl", opws laloun kai oi Hardcore Heads, aka Skliropirinikes Kellaes.

Kalin Douleia + Kala ta/xidia