A kind of a "dangerous supplement", marked, scarred on a body, post-orgasmically, always, already in anticipation of (a) crisis OR for a desert avec 'agape'. Mindb(l)ogg(l)ing Noise. "Avalanche, would you share my last pursuit?" (Baudelaire)

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

5

Afetr Drakouna, here I go:

1. Latrevw to kougrin, to tsimento. I kokometrisi jai ta kalloupia get my juices going. I afi tou tsimentou, i myrwthkia tou potizmenou koungriou, i opsi enos cast-concrete ktiriou, estw kai to synapantima me ena kommati spasmenou tsimentou sto dromo en gia mena paromia me tin aisthisi pou afinei ena kalosiderwmeno poukamiso pou tous Turnbull and Asser, me tin ikanopioisi tis prwtis foras pou foreis ena kainourgio, bespoke 3-piece koustoumi meta pou 3-4 proves, tin gefsi enos Crozier Blue, i akoma kalytera ti gefsi tou teliou rare roast beef pou ethkialexes jai egorases ws kommati pou ton kasapi, etripses to kala kala, esases to jai twra, sto stoma, niwtheis akrivws jeino pou thwreis - me tin prwti yli monaha elafrws kai skillfully diaforopoiimeni.

2. Gia ta 19a gennethlia mou epia Amsterdam me tin tote fili mou. Ehwntas idi kapnisei arketo skank, epinasamen - jai anti na famen fai efamen pou enan megalo komati siokolatina me hashish. Agorasame kai manitaria kai xekinisame na pame pisw sto xenodoheio. Sto dromo i tote fili mou arhise na paranoei, na nomizei oti akouei kappoio na tis fwnazei to onoma tis kai panikovalete. Mpainoumee se ena katastima me nutrition supplements gia na zitisoume liogo nero i ligo hymo. Kapou jame arhisa na niwthw oti eiha xefygei pou to hrono - oti o hronos den prohorouse enw egw nai. Arhisa na niwthw oti ehw soustes sta pothkia mou jaI oti den perpatousa apla alla kinomoun me mikres ektoxefseis apo to simeio A sto simeio B. Tote arhisa kai egw na panikovaloume oti tha kaw opws ton Afxentiou (megali istoria i fovia mou me to Afxentiou - alli fora). O typos sto katastima ivre mas taxi gia na mas parei sto nosokomeio. O taxitzis Tourkos. Pame sto nosokomeio kai i porta itan gyalini aftomati. Kapws, to sensor tis portas den mas epiase oute ton ena oute ton allo. I porta den anoiei jai meis liwma. Panikos! Ktypoume ta jamia kai prospathoume na tous poume na mas anoixoun. Ekeinoi - giatroi kai nosokomes - na mas len me noimata na pame pio pisw kai meis na nomizoume oti mas diwhnoun. Telika anoigei i porta kai mpainoume sto pio isiho A&E tou kosmou. Emeis, fwnes kako parakalia na mas voithisoun na min pathoume kako. O giatros na mas leei mpeite sto tade dwmatio kai erhomai. Mpainoume ki eki vlepw ena roloi. Xananikw to hrono. Den thelw allo na nikw to hrono. Xaplwnw kai thelw na zitisw sygnwmi apo to hrono. Kai opws xaplwnw nomizw pws katevenei to tavani me mathimatiki akriveia kai me plakwnei. Ektinasome - afou akoma ehw soustes- kai trehw sto giatro. Prospathw na tou exigisw oti den thelw na nikw to hrono kai oti an den stamatisw na kinoume me mikres ektoxefseis tha kaw opws ton afxentiou. O giatros lalei mou, nevriasmenos: "You wanted to fly. So fly." Kai mou dinei dyo hapakia. Paw pisw sto dwmatio kai koimoume - opws kai i tote fili mou- mehri ta haramata, opotan kai mas xypnoun gia na mas diwxoun na pame sto xenodoheio. Ston ypno mou eida ton Griva mesa se ena Morris Minor Traveller prasino, fully restored, me tin karythkia na lampei, na me voura pou pisw kapou sta vouna. En me epiase pote.

3. Ekama mazi me ton Oresti to 1997 i 1998 fully functional kazanti to opoio epirame se diaforous hwrous, kyriws sto 35-33. Etsi pramata ekama polla (tie-dye t-shirts stand stin Agia Napa, soup kitchen sti Lefkwsia, taverna sto Londino, psarotaverna panw stin taratsa tou ktiriou tis SPEL stin Lefkwsia). Kapws panta se oula touta en nekatomenos jai o Orestis (alla oi monon o Orestis).

4. Pou to 2000 (peripou to Marti) ews kai to 2001 (peripou to Niovri) imoun officially anorexikos. Epasha dialdi pou anorexia nervosa. Pou 70kg eftasa mehri kai ta 41kg. Den epia omws pote oute se giatro oute se nosokomeio - ektos pou tin psychoterapeftria mou. Otan exanarhisa na trww pou ta prwta prwta pramata pou efaa itan John Dory gemisto me spiced couscous kai horta me brandy buter sto fourno. Emairepsa to egw.

5. Ehw para polla vivlia. Tin teleftaia fora pou ta emetrsa efkainan gyrw stis 3000 (treis hiliades). Twra prepei na eimaste stis 3200. En na eiha parapanw alla ta teleftaia 5 hronia emetakomisa 7 fores jai en megalo anhos na esheis ta vivlia sou mesa se kasies pou hwra se hwra. Touto to anhos kapou, nomizw, epiraxen me jai etravisa lio pisw. Ta agapw kai m' agapoun ta vivlia mou. Spania danizw. Polla spania kai mono se polla kalous mou filous pou xerw oti jai jeinoi agapoun vivlia me ton tropo tous - jai pou xeroun tin pellara mou. Pou oula tous omws mporw na thkiavazw sineheia mallon to Aporias tou Derrida, ta Peri Methis kai Imeros kai Klinopali tou Papagiwrgi, tous tomous me ta Collected Writings tou Benjamin jai ta lexika.


Fkalw sentra stous symplwrites ombiouhous, ston Loxia, ston DJ Mago, ston Antraia kai ston lexi_penitas.

6 comments:

Andreas Maratheftis said...

ou gmt! enomiza ixa ego polla vivlia,,,edkievases ta oula, word by word,o3a mono reference?
Andreas-www.nueronic.com

Demetris said...

Ta parapanw nai. KappoIa en reference, kapoaia en art books / catalogues / architects' monographs, kappoia en cooking bboks jai kappoia en translations greek-english / english -greek.

christos said...

opws ipen o kat'eksoxin armodios Bernard Russell, 'there are two motives for reading a book: one, that you enjoy it; the other, that you can boast about it.' enixerw pou to eipe en agorazw ta vivlia pou dkiavazw.

mondo said...

hey be back soon, have much to say but I'm running out of time right now. How's NY? although you have answered that in the above post.

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